shadow grounds

Today is the penultimate day of February.

I haven't posted that much lately because I am beginning to wonder if what I am doing is such a good thing.

I have been listening to lots of music and writing down lots of thoughts regarding it all.

I have been meeting new people and feeling new things.

I have been doing boring but necessary things.

I have also done boring and unnecessary things.

I have been angry at myself, in love, and sad.

I have been neglecting things.

I have not been spending enough time on some things. Never the other way around.

I have been forgetting lots of things. Important things.

Maybe if I can list everything out, I have found something special.

Or maybe not.